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THREELEGGEDBUCK

by Alex Kahn

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1.
THEPAST 00:28
2.
I took a look in the mirror Couldn’t be clearer This old disguise I gotta throw off this chain mail Take out these rusty nails That keep me tied, they keep me tied Up in moods That bring me down Or ancient ghouls Still hanging around I’m stepping off the ride I’m throwing out my highway shoes Ain’t got no time for baby blues Can’t sit around and wait to die Cause I got no more tears to cry I quit my tossing and turning Now every morning I wake up blind I moved back into my heart My head went dark The wave of me became the sea As I take The backward step I see things that haven’t happened yet I’m stepping off the ride I’m happily but without the ever after Got peace like a river that’s flooding through the rafters And oh, somehow I still know how to swim I don’t know who taught me how And I wish they’d take a bow Still don’t know what I am Not quite a miracle More like a muddy Fleshy Hairy Alien Can I see from this new view Can I sleep without a roof Can I still enjoy the ride I’m throwing out my highway shoes Ain’t got no time for baby blues Can’t sit around and wait to die Cause I got no more tears to cry I’m by myself but not alone No longer waiting by the phone Don’t need no friends I just get high Cause I got no more tears to cry And without them who am I? Cause I got no more tears to cry And without them who am I? And without them who am I?
3.
Useless when you try to smile just to hide your crying Pointless to avoid your living just to slow your dying Can’t let em see Those parts of me that broke in two Evaporate Meditate Till I get a new heart that never aches Hiding up inside the lily-white clouds of my daydreams Running from the storm until it just catches up to me Under the gun I can’t outrun my suffering Evaporate Meditate Till I get a new heart that never aches Can we know love without the pain?
4.
I wish I had answers for you An account of the truth A frozen bag of peas to heal This black and blue But I got nothing of the sort Leaving was my last resort I only did what I knew how to do When our ship was sinking I thought we’d make it out alive I thought we might be different But our leaves still died in the fall And after all It happens all the time Now I’m three thousand miles From the scene of the crime But don’t mistake my moving for moving on I’m still running in my dreams No one’s buying my old schemes Please protect yourself from me I’m still learning lessons The basics of being kind But I can no longer Hold myself on trial My heart is good I fucked up bad Anyone could But this pain is not completely yours I may have done the most damage But it’s still teamwork It hurts having a broken heart But it hurts breaking them too It happens all the time
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THEPRESENT 00:31
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We play hide and seek with eternity We learn how to die before we learn to speak We recite our lines We mock the divine But take off the mask and they call it a crime You, you’re looking everywhere for clues But who is looking? You and me We’re only passing through So drink in the sky like it’s the last time It’ll keep you quenched till reincarnation Get your earthly thrills Push a boulder up the hill As long as you laugh when it comes rolling back again The only way out is through The only way out is through Nature’s not a vending machine To manifest your every need I met god She says hello She loves you more than you can know You, you’re looking everywhere for clues But who, who is looking? You and me We’re only passing through
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I wanna how to pray And say the words I can’t say out loud I wanna feel them resonate I’ll sing songs to a deity too Maybe I’ll even start dressing like it too If it’ll bring me close to you I feel the walls of my cocoon They’re gentle breaking I feel my spirit in bloom And I think heaven must be think heaven must be free If there’s a place for a wretch like Place for a wretch like me I think heaven must be free I'm just god in drag Pulling doves out my reusable tote bag I’m even happy when I’m sad I crashed the last supper too I’m getting weird looks from John, Paul, and Matthew Don’t think I have the right tattoos The whole world’s in a grain of a send From where I’m looking The clocks are melting in my hand And I think heaven must be think heaven must be free If there’s a place for a wretch like Place for a wretch like me I think heaven must be free I think heaven must be free I think heaven must be free I think heaven must be free
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THEFUTURE 00:25
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The earth is melting like the wicked witch The west is burning up The east is drowning quick But we’re way too bogged down in petty wars Trying to settle scores With bumper stick gore Talking to yourself gets easier to do When you only talk to people that think and look like you Our neighbors turning into enemies Signs on our lawn become Our new religious creed Is peace and love only reserved for The righteous few that nod And know the sacred words? (oh yeah) The war is over but we won’t leave the barracks We can’t let go Invisible enemies still haunt us We’re swinging our swords against the wind Talking to yourself gets easier to do When you only talk to people that think and look like you
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THREELEGGEDBUCK is inspired by a semi-mystical run-in with a three-legged male deer on my mom's front lawn. These songs are an attempt to transmit the messages I received from this majestic creature.

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released March 7, 2022

all songs, lyrics, instruments, and astral whispers by Alex Kahn
produced & mixed by Alex Wernquest @ Basement Floods Records in Catskill, NY
mastered by Amar Lal @ Macro Sound in Oakland, CA
album artwork by Casey Boone
violin on track 7 by Jonathan Talbott
bass on track 2 by Alex Wernquest

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